When that person says something to you, and you act cool like you don't even care, but actually you do.

Ya allah, hilangkanlah perasaan yang tidak diingini ini.

Sekiranya perasaan cinta itu terbit tetapi bukan dengan jodohku, ya allah, luputkanlah segala perasaan itu dari hatiku.

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the heart pocket top and fafi watch.

Awezeeemmmm.

When a girl gives up, it's not because she doesn't love you, but because she's tired of getting hurt & feels like you'll never care.

My weekends are getting boring.

Help.

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Twenty Five.

I was 25 yesterday, so does that mean I am 17 today?
Dude' I'd be 26 next year.
Isn't that friggin' old.
WTF.

So to continue my story,
I was born in a boring old hospital,
where my father used to work at,
Alexandra Hospital.
Its been awhile since I've been there,
the only thing I remembered, I went to my Dad's workplace,
to 'help' him around.
And then he showed an aquarium, full of goldfishes.

Random ey?

I was born at around 11am,
and Mom told me she waited for a long time for me to be delivered.
Kecik2 leceh, da besar pon leceh.

& my name was supposed to be Shahira, like my fellow Mermaid, Piscean princess soulmate.
Imagine if we actually have the same name as each other,
God.
Kecoh.
Both of us would be 'masyhur'.
But Dad already planned since he was a teenager that if he had a daughter, her name will be my name now.
Sweet eh?

and I thank the only two good friends and my family;
the ones who made my birthday wonderful.
I am truly touched.

Thank you to the people who stayed by me for the longest time,
the people who just came into my life,
and the person who came and went away; the people who wished me because Facebook reminded them,
and also to the people whom I thought wouldnt remember, but actually remembered.

Either way, thank you.

Just saw a morning fb post from a boyfriend to a girlfirend.

I would never want the guy to call me things like 'gemok' 'pendek' 'doraemon', although doraemon sounds okay on its own.

Its demoralizing.

I mean, come on, there are so many cute words on earth, why gemok and pendek?

So unromantic.

But if it works in a relationship, then....okay.

Still unromantic. :p

Tomorrow is the day I get a year older.

And I feel a lot of mixed feelings, I don't even know why.

WHY!

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hardtoplease.

I may have had the longest cranky syndrome ever.

I feel annoyed at the slightest things.

And I feel overly-sensitive at things that doesn't need to even be sensitive about.

I feel affected by some things these days,

I feel confused by things that are happening.

Remember the 3 reasons why distancing needs to be made?

I think that is going to happen soon enough.

I think.

On repeat today.

I'm weak its true
Cos I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too
Cos my heart keeps falling faster.

What I truly need are:

1. A new phone; SAMSUNG GALAXY NOTE lawa like babi. (tak, babi tak lawa)

2. Contact lenses

3. New spectacles with kickass frames

4. Flatforms

What I think I might need:

1. Guitar

2. Kickass graphic shirts

3. Short dresses

4. An Ipod

5. Dr Martens footwear

6. Not forgetting a bloody watch; not any kind of watch, it will be The Watch.

ha!

Dude, I need everything.

_____________________________________

Like I remind myself time and time again,

don't give a damn about the love department.

Chill.

He will come as soon as the time is right.

Melly Goeslaw & Yusri - Dibius cinta

Learn to express feelings la Fara.
You are so worked out.
Relax girl.

And I still don't know how to.

Bodoh!

Nobody's in the office.

FINALLY!

What a busy week.

I feel very invisible.

I am something that goes unnoticed.

I am something that people shove off on the shelves and never to be read again.

I am the ugly girl whom nobody likes.

I am always the average girl that's got no talent.

I am a nobody.

Hi, I'm Miss CrAnKyPaNtS and I am very emotional today.